Release

Sleep seems to slip away
As I wrestle with demons at night
So my halo hangs to the right
I reenact the past, to keep the devil at bay
It seems it may take more than a fight
In flood the thoughts of yesterday

The problem might lie with in
When do I begin so much left to sieve
Define exactly what it means to forgive?
Seven to commit which is my sin
The lust sets in and I find a way to live
Just watch once as I misuse again

I feel I am losing, yet far from lost
And all I gained: the loss of innocence
I was just tired of sitting on the fence
Feigned sympathy leads to much exhaust
Given passion and fortitude yet no sense
Maybe this way my tears turn to frost